Ready, Steady, Go!

Finally.. After almost 5 months waiting, tomorrow I'll leave this country. Yeah, I'll be back though, but at least I won't see this country, Jakarta especially, for a month or maybe more. It's my first time traveling abroad. I'll see what will happen. ;)

See you!

2010, May You Bring a Very Good Luck for Me!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

Hello, we are GFJA family

I celebrated New Year's Eve with my second family, GFJA people. It was a really nice night. Good friends, good food, good music, drinks, I couldn't expect more! Spending time with them always bring some joy and fun to me. I really love them. :)

But stupid Hanny, I was too excited with drinks, like usual. Drank like crazy, dance like crazy, no wonder I got drunk and -this is embarrassing- puked! So again, my friends had to take care of me. Before I continue -I know this writing will really really embarrass me- I care, but what I do care most is I need to tell all this here, in public, so my bf knows that I told the truth. Ok, let's continue.. So it was the second time that my friends had to take care of drunk Hanny. Ohh bad me! I really thank them for this. :)

Well getting drunk always make me feel an inch to death, just like last night. I was so afraid. I could feel it. But the good thing is, because everytime I get drunk, I can feel what happen to me, what I say, what I do. I don't know why. Feels like my mind is still working properly, but of course hard to control, but at least I still can remember, but my body is weak, very weak. And I get tired and sleepy easily when I'm drunk. You don't believe it? Would you believe me if I say mushroom does not bring any effects for me?

Ya, at least I was drunk at the gallery, place where I feel safe. But bad people do exist. Something bad happened to me. Sorry I can't tell you what was that, because it's too sensitive. I only told people whom I thought related to this incident. Of course my bf is one of them. But after I told him about that, he didn't believe me and thought that I did bad thing also. :( I wasn't expecting a reaction like that to happen. I told him about all that because I don't want to hide something from him, especially thing like this. Huff.. when the truth is seen as a lie, what can I do? I strongly hope I can prove that I'm innocent. Well, I'm waiting...

Look at our hands, nice nail polish, eh? ;) and in the middle is our beloved, Oscar Motuloh

Cheers for 2010!

Have fuuuunnn...

Still sober, believe me. ;)

So this year began with a really-not-good thing for me, except the celebration. I hope it's only for this day, January 1st, 2010! I hope next days to come, a very good luck will always be with me. And I hope my bf will trust me. Amen!

Photos: Natasha Gabriella Tontey